I could be violet sky

Since it's becoming the latest craze, I might have to partake in this "random thought process"

I am Stephen, though only my mum doesn't shorten it these days
I have weird nipples
I complain too much
Nobody listens
I feel better about myself this month than I have in the past 4 years
I have mild dyslexic characteristics
I have a natural ability to learn quickly when I set my mind to it
I often don't
I am compulsed to capitolise all my I's and place apostrophe's where required
I wish I could sing
I can't
I have very good cognitive skills
I have no co-ordination
I am a serial monogamist
I am not a cereal monogamist
I often think of word origins
I don't beleive there is a God nor a god
If keyboards had mathematical symbols, I would type with them
The grass is greener on the other side
Is that because the other side is a vacant block and nobody cuts it?
I get paranoid alone at night
I hold my stomache muscles tense far too often
I like to feel smart so I often make other people feel stupid
Cold water tastes better than warm water
Warm water has more calories

And time can do so much...

At least since my first year at uni there has been graffiti in one of the computer labs. A lab which must have well over 100 students passing through it every day.

On the wall there is a sign which reads:

No... Eating
No... Drinking
No... Smoking

Now somebody decided to add below it on the sign

No... Juggling

In what appears to be permanent marker. Keep in mind this sign is quite obviously placed.

Sometime in my first year (2004), I was bored and checked if it was permanent marker. It isn't. I removed the "No..." with a quick wipe, so the sign just had the word "Juggling" written on it.

To this day the sign appears unchanged.

Watching the clock...

Does anybody still read this?

Exams coming up soon. Havent really thought about them yet though. Just used a 6 months membership to the gym mum won in a raffle a while back, so hopefully i can continue to go. I havent drank anything other water in teh last week except 1 glass of OJ. I haven't had take-away in the last week either.

Blogging doesnt have the same pleasure as it used to... I think i must have finally found something better to do with myself

By now you shoulda somehow realised what you gotta do...

So... It's been a really long time... Seems this blog is getting quite neglected as of late.

Still haven't decided on a car. Those options are long gone too i think. I want a manual I've decided too. Only i'm too scared to test drive manuals while people are watching cos i'll probably fuck it up royally.


I've decided on a maths honours.. not physics. Gonna do some physics subjects so I can still learn good old QFT if they offer it next year... Must learn that. But will be doing mostly maths... math is fun anyways.

Gonna have another take home exam for the 'hard maths' i'm doing too soon... Another day or two of being confined to a room with books.

POLL

A) B)

C)

D)

I'm proud of you, could you stay for a while?

Starting to feel more an more like an adult these days.

Ouch.

Thinking about life with 2.5 Children. And a dog.

Scary hey?

5 years ago we were in year 11, that doesn't really seem like all that long ago. But in another 5 years, many of us will be working full time in the jobs we will likely be stuck with for the following 5 years. We won't have to pay the extra $500 excess in the event of an accident. We will likely be living alone or with a partner. Some of us will have kids. Some of us will be memories of the past. Some of us will be quite well off. Some of us won't be. Some of us will be travelling the world. Some of us will still be in the same bedroom.

Where do you see yourself 5 years from now? And where did you see yourself being now, 5 years ago?

Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me

Stupid distractions... I planned on posting a blog here and then being in the shower and dressed and ready and out of the house at 9... its now 9.30 and i haven't done a thing except listen to music and talk to people on msn.


In my life; nothing's changed. Same old 'I don't know what to do with myself' and lack of motivation and stuff like that. Except my 21st is getting closer by the day... In a similar fashion to all temporally distanced events...

Hehe I just felt like making amy get a dictionary out :)


What has changed is that the group is almost gone. The first time I saw ben in a while was on wednesday (and I don't think I've seen him since). And that was just to give him a lift to his car cos it was raining. Before this weekend I hadn't seen sean or scott for close to two weeks I think. I can't even remember the last time I saw J or Ez. I know I've got Meg to keep me company these days, and Sean has Nat. So what's everyone else doing with themself?

Fudgey, you have some serious issues to resolve. Yes your right in saying you haven't been around much lately. Yes your right you do it when you have a girlfreind and people complain. Yes your right there haven't been any complaints about the lack of you.

Only complaints about what you say about others. People who you will one day try to talk to again like you were always their freind. Is it safe to assume that you smashed the window because you were fighting with amy?

Why would she try to contact you first after volleyball... You made it clear that we were all useless and you were so much better than us.

Just out of curiosity; which couple of members of the group are the only ones you "ever want to speak to again"?