Suddenly I see why the hell it means so much to me
Stupid distractions... I planned on posting a blog here and then being in the shower and dressed and ready and out of the house at 9... its now 9.30 and i haven't done a thing except listen to music and talk to people on msn.
In my life; nothing's changed. Same old 'I don't know what to do with myself' and lack of motivation and stuff like that. Except my 21st is getting closer by the day... In a similar fashion to all temporally distanced events...
Hehe I just felt like making amy get a dictionary out :)
What has changed is that the group is almost gone. The first time I saw ben in a while was on wednesday (and I don't think I've seen him since). And that was just to give him a lift to his car cos it was raining. Before this weekend I hadn't seen sean or scott for close to two weeks I think. I can't even remember the last time I saw J or Ez. I know I've got Meg to keep me company these days, and Sean has Nat. So what's everyone else doing with themself?
Fudgey, you have some serious issues to resolve. Yes your right in saying you haven't been around much lately. Yes your right you do it when you have a girlfreind and people complain. Yes your right there haven't been any complaints about the lack of you.
Only complaints about what you say about others. People who you will one day try to talk to again like you were always their freind. Is it safe to assume that you smashed the window because you were fighting with amy?
Why would she try to contact you first after volleyball... You made it clear that we were all useless and you were so much better than us.
Just out of curiosity; which couple of members of the group are the only ones you "ever want to speak to again"?
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Well thats interesting.
And lol(really, i laughed out loud), to think i would smash a window over fighting with amy is ...egotistical. You think i care that much?
I smashed the window cos the damn dog was thumping on it with his paw again and i've always hit the back of my hand against windows to tell dogs to get down from them. Turns out our windows are picture frame thin and i hit it too hard.
Also, just to tear your practically patented illogic apart some more, dont you think if i'd broken it out of rage it wouldve been a window in my room rather than the random staircase window. By god man.
Honestly, hop down off ur pedastal, the only thigns that could make me smash a window out of rage are family issues.
Also nice to hear that amy is as always keeping private conversations just that way, you know i'd mistake her for kiah sometimes. By the by, i didnt say "ever wanted to speak to again" becos i dont care that much. I said i couldnt care if i spoke to them or not.
Lol ur tough in writing arnt you? Why dont you take this up with me face to face? I'd be happy to, and if you wanna get personal i'd be happy to do that to.
Of course, if you wanna keep going in writing im also fine with that, i can beat you in any medium as i've proven time and time and time again.
I dunno... Steve's post -- factually incorrect as it may be -- gives at least the appearance of being well thought out, and contrary to your claim doesn't actually rely on any illogical thought; I'll remind you that being mistaken about something (particularly something as subjective as another person's mood and motivations) does not neccesarily equate to an illogical thought process.
Logic does not often apply to situations involving rage, so no, you would not neccesarily break any particular window if rage were the cause.
We've seen you somewhat lose your temper based on non-family issues before (the damage to your dashboard because of 'K', almost getting in a fight with me at Karla's), so while you certainly know your own motivations better than we do Steve's guess does have at least some logical basis given the information available to him.
In contrast to Steve's, your post gives the impression of being rapidly written and not all that well thought-out. Before you decide to tear apart the logic of that one my impression is again completely subjective, and you may well have put a lot of time and thought into that, but it doesn't really appear that way when contrasted to the text you're replying to.
I wasn't going to reply to this one till I read your extremely arrogant sounding finishing sentence. I don't know about you beating Steve in any medium time and time again, but by trying to base it on logic you would seem to have well and truly lost this one, putting aside the fact that I don't think Steve meant this to be anything competetive in the first place.
...and yes, I'm happy to argue it to your face instead if you wish.
Yes... yes I do think you care that much. You're obsessed. I thought u smashed the window because you had "PMS" I was told. Also that it happened around the time you had a go at amy for not conacting you since u abused her at volleball. No doubt the dog was the straw that broke the camels back so-to-speak...
More importantly, like I actually care about the window. Your own stupidity is at your own price. For all the shit you seem to break.
Also I don't think anything that amy mentioned to anybody could be classed as private conversations. Just you being like an asshole to her. When somebody is given that kinda shit from somebody who was supposed to be their freind you'd expect them to talk about it...
Ok so the quote may have been lost in translation, I was just emphasising the point that u said it by putting it in quotes... Still not answering it either...
I never intended at the beginning of that post to aim it at you whatsoever. It just kind of ended up there when i was thinking about people in the group and when i last saw them....
Oh i also really laughed out loud too actually... "i can beat you in any medium as i've proven time and time and time again."
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